Follow my dark and dismal life, only
made great by the tea cup humans and those that I allow into my heart x

Needless To Say…

I’m single again! Hurrah!

Policeman just didn’t do it for me. I can’t say why but I think we were just not compatible. He was a big headed brute too which didn’t help…gorgeous though!

Ah well, never mind eh?

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I Fought The Law…I’ve bagged myself a Police Man, a very tall, well built, gorgeous, kind and hunky Police Man! Now,…View Post

I Fought The Law…

I’ve bagged myself a Police Man, a very tall, well built, gorgeous, kind and hunky Police Man! Now,…

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Every now and again, when the male population is doing my head in, I have a desire to be with a woman. I’m not a lesbian per se but I do have very strong bi needs. For me, being with a woman – the right woman – beings about a much greater sexual pleasure…

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Kind Of, Sort Of….

I’m kind of, sort of back. I’m not going to post much really as I feel I should start being more private about myself in the future because it has caused problems in the past.

I’m still fed up of things being said about me by ‘Him’ but I largely ignore…

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This Is The End

It is with sadness and a little regret that I announce the end of my blog. I have endured a very emotional six weeks (including Christmas which is always a difficult time) and now I have decided I am no longer going to write here.

The decision has been a…

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Hello Darkness My Old Friend

I’m currently deep in the grip of a BPD episode, the dark down times where all I want to do is something silly to lift this mood. These range in danger levels of low to extremely high, the highest being the need to meet someone just to feel wanted, I…

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You Could Be Happy

You could be happy
And I won’t know
But you weren’t happy
The day I watched you go

And all the things
That I wished I had not said
Are played on loops
Till it’s madness in my head

Is it too late to remind you
How we were
But not our last days of silence

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Funny you’re the broken one but I’m the only one who needed saving
Cause when you never see the light it’s hard to know which one of us is caving

Not really sure how to feel about it
Something in the way you move
Makes me feel like I can’t live without you

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